So many growing pains, if this is how it feels like to grow up, then I don’t know. They linger, they stay, they come and go, fleeting, occupying headspace. Breathe in and out, competitive nature is showing. Resentment, anger, pondering – why? But it’s all there is. Stay in this state, be this, embrace pain, masochistic summability ?
Come back now, back to earth.